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more butchnatural doodles - samruby edition

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chapter 1: the end

a samruby poem

transcription under the cut

chapter 1: the end

the story starts with the end of time with a killing, with the first and last woman the story starts with you and the devil on your shoulder the story starts with me as the one who made you colder

darling, you and i are exceptional and when this is all over, or beginning when you are done digging your nails in to kill and clinging to my betrayal 

the taste of my skin will be the thing you remember your edges lodged in me, tearing me limb from limb and putting me back together with a swipe of your tongue you can have your way with me

and being hurt by you is a small price to pay for a world anew

where you and i are wearing crowns of bones and ruby is the color of your lips where hell is for everyone but especially you and me

darling, you will see that this was all for you and me and that i was created for this to give and to give and to make better so trade in your anger for your loving care the story starts and ends in blood make that yours or mine, we can share this fire more thrilling than the flood

no-one worth saving this time god has left the building it's just you, me, and the devil at the start of this rhyme

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Unofficial Rec Bulletin #162

You can submit fics to be include in these here. Other recs/promos/etc can be dropped in our ask box. More info about the bulletin and submitted recs here. Link to previous bulletins.

Contents:

Fic Recs:

Find me now

Meta-Sexual

Music, Memories and Other Subjective Things

Those Kind of People

Other Recs/Promos:

DeanCas Pinefest

DeanCas Secret Santa Exchange

Deleted fic search: Glassyskies - FOUND IT!!!

Season 12 Watch

SPN Reverse Big Bang

Fic Recs:

Find me now by fridarules and naniquena [NC-17, 264,000 word count]

(au, angst, fluff, porn, abo, mechanic!dean, food, bottom!cas, !samruby) recced by naniquena

Dean has always been a free spirit. For 30 years he's been a free Alpha male hunting jobs and beta girls. And now, almost at his 30's, he has the weight of the law above him and the ticking of his internal alarm clock stating "you have to mate NOW". Sam is a Meta with a purpose in life, a career as an important Doctor and a girl. The white picket fence American dream Castiel has been an outcast his whole life. A mated Omega with no mate.

Meta-Sexual by Harpless [NC-17, 11,400 word count]

(su, crack, fluff, porn, bunker, humor, pining!dean, bamf!cas, grace, dirty talk, masturbation, meddling!sam, happy canon) recced by harpless

It's quiet out there. Not much to do in the bunker except watch movies and read fan fiction.

Music, Memories and Other Subjective Things by iambadatcomingupwithusernames [T, 112,000 word count, WIP 35/37]

(au, angst, high school, homophobia, bullying, hurt comfort, slow building romance, !deanlisa, abusive family, !samjess) recced by theorangedead

In the summer they were 14, Dean and Cas met. They became friends and supported each other in managing their extremely different, dysfunctional families. Their feelings for each other, though, were more than friendly.

Now it’s fall, and they’re 18. Neither has heard from the other in two years, which means that neither knows that they’re going to the same school until they end up in the same Intro to Literature class.

Those Kind of People by Psychsie [T, 6,100 word count]

(su, angst, season 9, bunker, fuckup!dean, homeless) recced by tjeansx

Dean didn't regret the choices he made in the past, not to say he wasn't ashamed of them. The list was endless, but there were a rare few that causes an ache in his chest. Ezekiel, or Sam, was one of them. Castiel was the other. Choosing his little brother over his best friend was never really a difficult decision. The death of one over the contentment of the other wasn't even a debate. However, the secrecy between the two was, in fact, the most difficult and conscience-wrecking thing Dean has done in a very, very long time. But he doesn't know all of what his actions have made the ex-angel lose. Castiel has been alone on the streets for a while. Trying and effectively failing to find anywhere to call home, and too scared to call the only real one to come back to, he accepts his fate and carries on. One day at a time. Often, very long, tedious days, he might add. However, one day, when Castiel needs it most, he comes across something he never thought possible. A friend.

Other Recs/Promos:

DeanCas Pinefest

The Dean/Cas Pinefest is a 15k fic and art challenge celebrating that wonderfully painful trope we all know and love: pining. Fics started posting on Feb 6th and will continue to post throughout the month. Check them out on their tumblr site and on AO3. 

DeanCas Secret Santa Exchange

It may seem like Christmas is long past, but reading the wonderful fics from this year’s Dean/Cas Secret Santa Exchange mean the holidays just keep giving. Check out the works posted on LJ and AO3, and may the holiday spirit keep giving! 

Deleted fic search: Glassyskies

Several authors have either moved their work away from LiveJournal or have deleted their accounts. GlassySkies is one of the more recent ones. Please contact us if you have a PDF or ePUB of Don’t let go of the world:

Don’t let go for the world  [T, 51,000 word count] PDF courtesy of nicky69 AU. Set in the It’s a Terrible Life universe. Dean Smith just got promoted. And now he apparently needs help managing his workload. It’s his choice of personal assistant that’s making life a whole lot more difficult interesting.

Season 12 Watch

Episode 12x11 brought a favorite trope (amnesiac!dean) to life. Check out our amnesia tag and in particular take a peek at Hearts Here to Steal and Building a Memory for canon verse fics that explore this trope. Enjoy!

SPN Reverse Big Bang

Posting NOW! The reverse of the usual big bang, artists created one piece of art that was posted anonymously and authors then wrote fics based on the art they chose. To learn more, check out the Rules and FAQ and the posting schedule. Note that even though it is now 2017, this challenge began in 2016, so the AO3 collection is the 2016 SPN Reverse Bang. Enjoy!

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